Friday, April 27, 2007

Jeeezzz


Wow, maybe the last post of the semester. Then again maybe next to last, who knows. Lets see, we don't have enough footage to make anything worthwhile out of. We should change the title of the film to "eastern" instead of having both. Most of the footage is below par in quality, at least the interviews. More time should have been taken lighting and setting up. Last but not least we should try to get one more interview before the end of the semester. I thought Cassandra was going to get the footage of her doctors appointment but I don't think she did. I think she is also going to interview her mom, I hope so, at least that was the plan. I'm thinking about emailing the lady Shannon recommended to us, Nan? was that the name? Our documentary desperately needs a western perspective and maybe even a bit more b-roll. Actually I think I'm going to email that lady today and see what she says, I might think our project sucks but I'm not so far gone as to completely toss it in the dump. Other than that our group needs to get together and get most of the stuff on the tapes to turn in and also do the folder stuff. With classes being over I don't see any excuse not to get together and get that stuff done. Most of the problem this semester has been scheduling between the group, but now that most stuff is over we shouldn't any reason not to be able to get that western footage and also more b-roll. However as I've learned, anything is possible. Alright enough bitchin', I'm out of this piece!

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Richard Dean Anderson for President


Go team go. Tomorrow I'm interviewing Cassandra. John will meet up with us after class downtown and the herbal remedy store. Then later that day I think I'm following Cassandra to her Chiropractor to get some more b roll. Then on top of it all were getting more b-roll through the day from drugstores to fast food restaurants. Then an interview with her mother. She is seeing her doctor Monday and will film that session which should wrap up our shooting. Hoorah! I hope all goes as planned, if it does we should be sitting pretty. Actually probably not, but at least in a manageable spot the people who are editing the footage...poor fools....

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Give me a hoorah for Jesus!


Well update time. I guess next friday we're going to do an interview with cassandra, her mom, and get a bunch of b-roll. It's going to take up most of the day. We should knock a bunch of stuff out that day which we desperately need to do. I've just come to the conclusion that I've in over my head as far as homework goes. Between my internship and getting work done outside of class, it's leaving me almost no time to relax. Don't get me wrong I like being busy, just not with 20 different things because that causes you to focus less on each thing. When that thing is a paper for 25 percent of your final grade, you don't want to have your attention elsewhere. Anyway, gotta keep truckin' and finish out the semester hopefully on a strong note. If you want to know what I mean, here's my schedule. Friday- scouting all day, Saturday- Filming all day, Sunday-Filming all day, Monday-Shannon's class, then production class at night. This is going to cause me to have to move my internship to wednesday and friday leaving me even less time, oh and I have an annotated bibliography due Tuesday. Man I'm stressed, time for a diet pepsi lol.

Wednesday, April 4, 2007

Mad Bear


Man what a stressful day today was. I've got no reason to complain, I know. I have good health, all my limbs, and am in decent financial shape(minus the 70g's I owe for school). Tonight's class was hell. Not literally, but on the eve of break and not eating all day, I was sure ready to get outta there. Instead I stayed almost four hours and accomplished almost nothing. My presentation was weak at best, although I'll get the info I need soon hopefully. I don't have a damn clue where this documentary is going. My hearts not really into it anymore. I'm just doing it for a grade, and knowing that I'm lying to myself when I say I care, really doesn't help. Maybe it's the books I've been reading lately, a steady dose of Edward Abbey and a really good book about Mad Bear a Tuscarora medicine man from Western, NY(causes me to zone out on other things) I guess it's more a frustration than anything. I've got all these ideas I want to turn into projects, which I'm actually passionate about, and then I'm stuck doing a project for a grade, for many classes. It's all a learning curve though. I know I'll benefit from this experience. I'm very self aware, I know I'm a bullheaded, sometimes unfeeling asshole, but hey we all have our flaws. I guess I don't feel like this is a quality doc. Maybe "quality" isn't the right word, it's just not my gig. I'm pretending to care, anymore, and although of course I care about getting good grades, I'm not inspired to go out and get the footage. It seems more like a "job." Anyway, maybe a day outta Wilmington will do me some good, get me grounded and focused again. I've just been too busy with too many things to focus. The mountains are calling...

Sunday, April 1, 2007

Reiki


Well the appointment went well. I only hope the footage turned out good too. We did the usual run through with the questions in one of her offices. Cassandra and Jon filmed the interview(jon with his pimp ass VHS camcorder). I asked the questions and then took the camera when Cassandra recieved a little reiki. It was actually quite boring to watch. However, Cassandra seemed to enjoy the experience. My arm just got tired from holding the camera. Janis just emailed me to say that she enjoyed the interview and that if any of the footage didn't turn out we are more than welcome to reschedule and reshoot. I might get ahold of her just to get more B-roll, but at least the option is on the table if we want it. Ok that's it, I've gotta go do something else.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Yo Yo Yo


HOOORAAAH. Doing an interview this saturday morning with the reiki lady at her office. Originally it was supposed to be at her apartment. I'm glad it's changed to her office bceause it will be better looking footage with all the office details in the background, showing her as a professional rather than just some lady we're interviewing. I'm hoping she'll do a go through the motions session on Cassandra so we can see what it looks like. That's it for now, I'm hoping it turns out to be a real good interview, I'm sure at the very least it will be educational and "cool." Aight, I'm out, peace yo!

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Nothing to post, wish it was different.


Ahh lets just get this weeks post out of the way since there isn't much goin on this week. I emailed the reiki lady to make sure we nailed down a date. It was originally planned for this saturday but since were all kinda busy I asked to reschedule it for next saturday. Hopefully that won't be a problem if it is, we'll just have to either fit it in before we show next or just get a bunch of good B-roll. That's really it. We're all pretty busy this weekend, I've got a big project plus I've got to get out to Blue Clay and do some mountain biking at the park(priority numero uno). Secondly Sunday is the only really good day for us and I'll probably be out shooting my 16mm for my cinematography class out in Burgaw or somewhere out there to get some cool barn/tobacco shack shots. That leaves us the problem of getting the stills for next class, I have three stills from last weekends shoot, but two are just me and Cassandra holding the camera and the other is just of the pills in her fridge. I guess they'll have to work for now. Alright I'm gonna do some researching for this South By Southwest festival.

Friday, March 16, 2007

Update



Well me and Cassandra got alot of good footage today. I went to her house and shot some good broll and stuff of her showing her daily routine which I can attest to, is grueling. After that we went to her chiropractic/acupuncture appt. to film that. It went really well and again got some really good footage. Jon was supposed to meet us there but failed to show. He never called so we have no idea if it was an emergency and he couldn't make it or if he just didn't show. Anyway Cassandra and I worked well together and got a lot done and had a good time. That's it. Peace.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Update



Well since I have to update and there isn't much to say today I'll just tell you all what we have going on tomorrow. Tomorrow at noon Cassandra and I are going to meet at her house and set up some B-roll shots of her medicine bottles, Cassandra giving herself shots, and other misc. crap like that. Then at 3, we're filming her appointment with her chiropractor/acupuncturist. That should be a good solid chunk of film. Jons joining us for that. He is in class during the earlier portion at her house. I don't know what else to say at the moment except that I'll post a review of how it all went later this weekend. - Peace out G thug.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Sheeet maaan


Man, long time no post. Haven't done jack squat in way of the Doc over break. The weather messed us up last Thursday and after that it was one thing after another on what was supposed to be a relaxing spring break. No excuses though, we still gotta deadline to get some B-roll and our first interview. I think next Thursday will be a good day as Thursday nights usually are. We definitely need to get the downtown shots and the shots of the latenight drive thru. There's also a pan or tracking shot of all Cassandra's pills lined up that we wanted to get. All solid B-roll footage. Of course it's important because nobody wants to look at a talking head the entire time. Not only is it boring, it's not very creative. I gotta be honest though, with graduation coming up I'm becoming more and more concerned with what's going to happen after graduation than what I have to do with school. It's not so much senioritis as it is stress of having to deal with the full brunt of getting a job in the film industry. Spring break was supposed to be a stress reliever, but it turned out to be almost as busy as when school is in session. My parents ended up having to come down to take care of some legal stuff, then my car wouldn't work for 2 days and nobody was around to help me fix it. And my hiking trip to Hanging rock got screwed up because they scheduled me for work Wednesday, but an hour before I was to go in they said I didn't have to work. bastards. grr. Yo nessecito mas B-roll.

Thursday, March 1, 2007

Stupid killer storm


Well there's a 1000 mile wide storm rolling through the south, so shooting for tonight is canceled. Not only would there be nobody outside downtown, it'd be a pain in the ass to shoot as well as a chance of ruining some of the equipment from the rain. So we'll plan it for later next week. Shannon where are the comments at? You need to pick your game up!

What did I do for my group this week.


What have I done for my group this week. Well first and foremost Cassandra and I set up our first shoot for tonight. We're heading downtown to get the B roll footage of people being drunk and stupid. We're also getting a few shots of the drive-thrus at late night. Why you may ask? Well because we might use that footage to show the difference in the ways western society and eastern society treat their bodies. I've also shot an email over to the reiki lady to finalize an interview date/time. So I'm waiting to hear back from her. I also called Jon to let him know what he should put on the equipment list because he wasn't at the meeting and I knew he wouldn't know what lights we're using since I intern at Cinepartners and have access to all the lighting/gel/flags/c-stands I need. We've had some scheduling problems, last monday at our usual meeting time Cassandra couldn't make it because of an appt. and Jon called and said that he had to work. Hopefully I can help mediate a solid meeting time because this week to week shit isn't going to fly. Anyway enough ranting. That's it for now, I'll update in a few days and let everyone know how the shoot went and what's in store. - Sean

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

What Have I Done This Week

Well, what have I done this week for my group. Cassandra and I met for our weekly meeting and discussed a few things. The most important was setting up times to do interviews and other stock footage we will use for the doc. We nailed down a date to interview her chiropractor/acupuncturist which will kill two bird with one stone. First it will get us the interviews we need, and second we will get the treatment on camera which is a huge part of the doc. We also discussed the materials we will need to shoot such as extra batteries, dv tapes etc. We made a half ass budget to get a rough idea of how much everyone is going to have to put in to get the supplies we will need like coffee and donuts for our interview subjects to put them at ease and make them feel more open for us. We also discussed our papers that we turned in wednesday. I recommended the idea to go look for an herbal remedy store around town somewhere and Cassandra said there was one downtown. So next thursday we're going to try to do an interview the owner of the store and after that get some other stock footage of kids out on the town thursday night to show how we treat our bodies stuffing it full of alcohol and late night fast food binges. I also am taking the camera out for the weekend to get any other stock footage we might be able to use such as eating habits of my roomates or the taco bell drive thru at 1am. That's all I did- Sean

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Why Do I Care About This Film

Well, I care about this film for a few reasons beyond the obvious I-get-a-grade for it. The first notable reason is the fact that I love religion and philosophy. I've always had a natural affinity for the spiritual matters. More of a curiosity than anything. Anytime there's a way to better understand this huge universe I'd like to find out as much as I can. So when it comes to comparing western and eastern medicines there's a large part of me that has interest in it because of those affinities. I'd also just from a historical standpoint like to know where and when these two division have cropped up and if they are really separate at all, or if it's just a stigma, or easy niche we throw them into in order to understand the healing process better. The other big part of me that has an interest in this is the mind over matter curiosity. I've love believed in mind over matter to a certain extent. I'd like to see how much that is true when it comes to surviving and thriving through a chronic disease which must take a tremendous amount of will power to overcome and cope with. Finally I love anything that prods and probes subjects that many aren't familiar with. Any chance to get to learn something along with documenting it is a chance I can't pass up. So I bring an enthusiasm to not only document this subject and experts in the both sides of the medical field, but more importantly to learn as much as I can through this chance.

What I have done for my group lately


So what have I done for my group this week? Not a whole lot to be honest. We finally got on the same page though and I'd like to think I had a little something to do with that, but in reality probably not. I did post those five articles, and start doing research on the history of the two medicines a bit. I also emailed the reiki lady again giving her the jist of our doc. To be honest I think the most we as a group accomplished and I'm adding this because I was a part of that group effort was just to sit and talk and get to know each other better. I think that helped immensely. We finally feel like a group and have a standard meeting time and ideas kicking around. The next step will to be emailing at least once a weekend to stay in touch before the Monday meeting. That's all I can think of and even there I was stretching it- I'm out- Sean.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Group Doc thesis

Our group is doing a documentary on eastern vs. western medicine. We plan on looking at both the good and bad of each division of medicine. The plan is to show fairly the ups and downs of each choice, and whether or not one is better than the other, or if a combination of the two is the best method to approach healing of traditional chronic illness.
To do this we plan to show the different treatment of the same illness by western and eastern and compare the results and best we can. This will be done by following Cassandra into her treatment of her illness. She sees both traditional western doctors and also sees doctors like chiropractors and people that do acupuncture. We’ve also lined up a lady who does reiki. Reiki treats your energy through touch and non-touch. It uses your aural energy, the basic energy field of the body. The practitioner then taps into that energy and clears blockages or applies healing where needed through their energy. If at all possible we plan on filming a session with a camera that captures the body’s energy field to show how the process works.
Also, we are going to show the way in which the West lives that contributes to their illness and how that lifestyle is in direct connection with the treatment. So for instance we are going to shoot people downtown at night and the way they binge drink and stuff hotdogs and taco bell down their throat. This kind of behavior among others can lead to obesity and even diabetes or heart disease. So diet will be a part of the documentary. Cassandra knows a person in Maine who does a diet which is meant to keep you very healthy and detoxify you. It is a lifelong diet however. So not only will we show the way that ailments are treated, but also some of the ways western society directly contributes to those ailments we then seek treatment for. The diets will be a large part of that, but only because we want to show how in the west the ailment is treated and the east the body is treated as a whole with the ailment in mind.
We will also cover different religious view of healing. From Christian prayer, to Buddhists envisioning the medicine Buddha, there are many cultural and religious differentiations to healing. This will connect because in the east many of these healings came directly from spirituality. But in the west it seems it came more empirically without the mix of religion and healing. That is of course unless you consider prayer, which we will. But that doesn’t directly affect any of the healing methods itself, but merely is designed to call upon divine intervention which is a far cry from the spiritual role in eastern medicine.
Finally, we will concentrate mostly on Cassandra and her experiences, however we will expand outside. For instance for the reiki session I might volunteer as an outside opinion. That way the documentary won’t seem as one opinion based as it does consider the facts, respectively. We hope to critique each side of medicine for its faults and find the benefits in each. In the end we will not only have a good overview of what each type of medicine is, but a story within a story dealing with a personal story of recovery with Cassandra.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

5 Articles Dealing With Chronic Illness


Article 1) Living Well with Chronic Illness.
...all about living well with chronic illness



Article 2) Living with Chronic Illness
...more about living well with chronic illness and being patient with it.

Article 3) Living with chronic illness: Why should I go on?
... Looks at Christian reasons for living with chronic diseases and not ending your life.

Article 4) Chronic Illness and Disability
...another view of chronic illness and the disability that goes along with the illness.

Article 5) TRAVELS WITH THE WOLF: A STORY OF CHRONIC ILLNESS by Melissa Goldstein.
....a personal story of looking at chronic illness by someone who's dealt with it.

Well I got some stuff on reiki, yoga, traditional medical treatment, and so on...there's the links.

Thursday, February 8, 2007

Reiki

Well I emailed a local practioner of reiki healing last night. She responed quickly and sounded excited to be able to get some word out on reiki therapy. For those of you who don't know what reiki is you can just click THIS and it'll take you to a wikipedia article on it. I just wanted to update this because I'm happy she not only got back to me so quickly but is also enthusiastic about participating. Anyway that's all for now. It's a step in the right direction and maybe even some free reiki treatments. Or at least an opportunity to not only cover it for the doc but also get hands on experience with it.

Wednesday, February 7, 2007

Sweet

Well although I wasn't present for the decision I'm glad my group has decided to go with western medicine vs. eastern/alternative. I have a particular interest in this since I've grown up with experience with spirits, mediums, ufos. Yah I don't want to sound like a weirdo but its all true. Also being a religion minor I've been exposed to a lot of different cultural practices so I'm not only interested in this topic I feel I can contribute to it with my heart in it. Before when it was just about the evils of the healthcare industry I wasn't feeling it. Don't get me wrong I didn't mind doing it, but my heart wasn't in the project. At least with this project not only can I bring some enthusiasm to my work, but hopefully some insight and knowledge.

Tuesday, February 6, 2007

Audience


The audience for our Doc will be very important. It's a razor's edge that were walking with the medical issue as our topic. Cassandra with her experience of having trouble with the healthcare system will probably want to focus on what she went through. John meanwhile will want to do the same thing dealing with the homeless people. But we need to be very careful not to just focus it in one direction. If we only go in those directions the documentary will fail. Not because it isn't about an issue, or covered well. But because it won't be relatable to a large audience. We need not to only specify this, but also generalize it enough so that it covers the whole healthcare industry and not just the problems Cassandra or Jonathan have seen. So hopefully the audience will be just about anybody. I think anyone who's been to a doctor would like to watch this. Time after time you get referred a million times, then you have to deal with insurance and HMO's and it becomes a tangled mess. I think the most important part is that it is enjoyable for everyone to watch. This should not just be some preachy film about the evils of the healthcare system. The healthcare system does ALOT of good. I think it'd be a shame if this came out onesided against it because it wouldn't be a solid portrayal of the truth. BUt there will be problems and this doc should address those problems and not take on the healthcare industry for sake of a grudge. In the end the audience will be anyone who enjoys a good film. As long as it's entertaining and educational we shouldn't exclude any viewers except a few insurance CEO's. But like I said we run the risk of ostracizing people by being preachy and too negative. It's gotta be a fair, clean look at the problems and if we do that, the audience can be anyone because I'd imagine everyone has been to a doctor in their life.

River Road Article


Mark one down for the good guys... river road article.

Monday, February 5, 2007

Similar ideas

Well since last class our group has become for solid in our project idea. River road is out not because I want it to be, but one of two community meetings has already passed and I believe the other one is coming soon, so without that material the film would take a beating pretty hard. So I've sacrificed my idea for the betterment of the group. Jonathan voiced his opinion on the way we treat homeless people through his experience of taking them in and hearing their stories and what they have to deal with to get help for different issues like alcoholism and so on. He noted that it is hard for a homeless alcoholic to get help for alcoholism because the hospitals won't help a sober person get treatment for alcoholism even if they want it. So essentially they have to get drunk to get into detox. I have my opinions on this matter but I feel they're best left unsaid. My mother who works with mentally retarded and disturbed people said detox is only for the worst of the worst, so any person wanting help would most likely not qualify for detox hence why those homeless men are having problem getting treatment. On the same end of the spectrum Cassandra wants to do something dealing with the problems and dead ends of the healthcare system having been a victim or it's negligence herself. So we do have a somewhat common theme of how the healthcare system screws people over. I say we get rid of HMO's and start universal healthcare but that's just me. There's not as much money in that system for the greedy CEO's to make. Anyway at least now we have a theme and we can branch off from there and start specifying what exactly we'd like to cover concerning the pitfalls of the healthcare system. Adios - Sean

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

New Idears


So here we go two new ideas completely different documentaries. First I would like to do one on the history of Wilmington and the cape fear region and the struggle with race. I know people have offered ideas about the race riots and what not but I think it goes well past that. You have the ideology of slavery being supported in the south along with a very interesting history of mix racial conflicts. Even present day it is far from being equal, just take a drive downtown and you can see that. I'd like to follow a family of "old" white money that's been around here for awhile like Kerr or any of the other numerous families that have had control on this area for awhile. Also maybe a newer low income family to show how hard it is to move not up just the economic ladder but the racial ladder as well. And maybe even a family of illegal immigrants. The documentary if anything at all would at least be thought provocing about our current situation in not only the southeast but america as well. The second idea I had was to find out the other two owners of my car (87 4-Runner) and find out where they've been with it and a little history of the car, almost a biography of the car. Then maybe do a road trip to all the towns (significant) ones it's been to. There isn't a whole lot of plot but as we know there doesn't have to be. I just think that's a really cool idea. Retracing the steps of my cars history since I know it came from Colorado and has only had two owners one of which brought it here from Colorado before he sold it to me. Anyway that's all for now.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Long Day


Well it's been a VERY long day as most of my days are anymore. But as far as a group goes we have one now. last in the class to get people assembled but that might not be a bad thing. There's a few idea floating around as far as our group goes. The first was the one I suggested which is the story about river road and the further development of this once beautiful place. The other suggestion is Cassandra's. Her's being the flaws of the healthcare system and how often times long term diseases aren't easily diagnosed and often the patient is thrown from doctor to doctor all of whom don't have a clue and throw you on meds you probably don't need. I say bring back the days of the medicine man; consult the spirits, eat some peyote give the cure and lets all be on our way. I do however like the idea not only because there is alot to film on it(which could be a bad thing for the assigned time allotment) but also because Cassandra not only has very real first hand experience of it, but is also very passionate about the subject which I feel is a must in anything. What's the point in doing it if you don't feel strongly about it. Lastly Jonathan mentioned the idea of doing something with the homeless and how they get dropped off in Wilmington. So this means Wilmington must be the epicenter of the homeless in the region. Interesting and deserving of more research none the less. I'm out!

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

I hate blogger-go wordpress!

Well, two new ideas. Hmm, I think going on the environmental theme that I was hitting on last time I would think that doing a documentary on how all the development around the cape fear region. It would not only service the local development but the southeast in broader terms because unfortunately Wilmington isn't the only place with a huge influx of people and development. My second new idea would be the haunted/historic downtown. There would be a great opportunity to explore the supernatural but in the historical context of downtown. There's alot of breathing room in that one. Unfortunately since spirits don't like to have their picture taken too often that one might prove a little difficult but you could get interviews with people that have experienced them or mediums/psychics that could help open up the subject a bit more than a camera and some crazy looking old guy talking about how the ghosts used to hide things on him. I'm tending to go towards the environmental right now. Only because I've always been a very outdoors oriented and it wasn't until I moved down here that I really started to care about the subject passionately because there's so much destruction for high priced condo's and strip malls. More materialistic shit we don't need. Not that material things are bad, but I mean come on you don't need a million dollar home that's not over 4,000 sq ft. People and their stupid possessions. Fortunately you can't own the land, you can only change it and pass it on, but you never own it. It owns us. We live off it and we return to it when we die. Not much owning going on there. Anyway topics I'd like to know more about are the cultural differences in Wilmington. Between the African American, the influx of Latinos and the old money whites I think the contrast between the three would be very interesting because you not only have the race dimension but you have the economic dimension all which make up for a very good story if told right.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

First Post

This is the first post of the new blog for class. As some of you who read this know I already have a blog at www.theearthwalker.com and use that quite a bit. This is for my documentary film class which looks to be a quite deal of fun(could be at least). Still thinking about what to make my 10 minute documentary on but I'm thinking two things. Either the B.S. the city and developer is trying to pull down at River Road with taking the road away from the river for "environmental" reasons, when really it's just going to open more land for developments near the river. Or possibly something on immigrant workers(illegal) because I work with a bunch of them at work and that would be a great topic with it being so divisive in today's society. Anyway I have to make a bio and what not now. Ciao. -Sean.